It’s time to get back into working out. I am not excited about it, but I’m not hating it either. My problem isn’t the workout, but deciding what to do, then not getting bored doing it.
I hate running. I am ok with riding a bike, walking, etc. I just don’t feel like I have time to do other stuff. If I’m walking, riding a bike, trxing then I’m not able to do all of the stuff I want to get done. Then with BMX on Tuesdays and Thursdays from 6 – 8:30 my nights are virtually unproductive in terms of other things I’d like to do (and I do like watching Lucas race, he’s really, really good). Then there’s the problem that I feel like losing size is a lot of work. I’ve written about how difficult it gets mentally not to give up.
I have to do this. I want to get to a maintenance phase. I need to get a strong start and get into a good place with my cardio and strength. I also need to eat. I don’t eat until dinner. I’ve slid out of what I need to do and back into a lot of years of work (not workout) routines.
I think now my next step is to plan what I’m going to eat and when and what and how I’m going to workout.